Friday, March 26, 2010

In the potter's village: Chapter - 1

Karim was a trader in the village of Khemnuur, located 8 miles off the Southern coast of the Persian Gulf. People around him would cry foul at the elements that surrounded them; the land that knew not how to give, days that would run long and harsh, with the unforgiving sun adding to the tyranny of the despot sheikh; water that was scarce and precious, and the sky which they knew only as home to scavenging vultures, the symbol of a mortality which they knew all too well. While such strife tainted life all around, he knew there was something ethereal underlying all of that; he could always feel a sense of transience in all that surrounded him, in fact in life itself. It isn't that he wasn't a man of the world, for he had seen a lot as part of the dealings of his vocation and was sharp as per the requirements of his trade.

Very often he would think to himself, just how and when his outlook to the world, and to his existence in it changed. Each time he would manage to trace a few steps further back, only to be interrupted by some calling of the world outside. The last few times however, he had reached a wall at one point, and couldn't see any logical connect ranging further. He was thus convinced, that that point in time, in the course of his life, must have been when he took the fateful turn. To term it as 'fateful' might seem hasty at first, going by the lack of observable change in anything about him, but that was just it. Nothing changed in his life on the outside, with his work continuing with no noticeable change in fortunes, his family life, consisting of parents and a wife, carrying on without alarm.
The fatefulness justifies itself only, and completely at that, when one looks at how he changed in his own eyes, away from the reach of the bystanding world. It is hard to describe experiences such as that encountered by Karim, owing to the afore-hinted intangibility. The entire universe seemed more mysterious, more alive than ever before. Layers seemed to surface in anything he probed into, revealing that there was a lot to be discovered still, with a lifetime perhaps being too short to satiate all such explorations.

The wall at which his recollecting trails now seemed to end, which signals the most likely turning point of his life, was a surprisingly hot day in the month of October, 3 years back. It had begun as any other, with a trip to his supplier of African merchandise, Wajid. Once done with the business, Wajid had called on Karim with an uncharacteristic call. With a glint in the eye, he spoke of an additional 'import' on the ship due to arrive that night. It was a man named Rahman, from a distant land in Africa, who was known to be one of the most masterful potters ever seen.

Karim would go on to welcome Rahman later that night, and his life would never be the same again.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

In the potter's village

This is a story that came to mind during repeated listenings of an instrumental theme from MF Hussain's beautiful movie, 'Meenaxi'. (Music by AR Rahman!)
The track is titled "Potter's Village", thus the title to the story.

It has grown and twisted and turned over the last 96 hours, and now stands as one of the most compelling indulgences of my life thus far.

Chapter 1 posted prior to this intro, stands here.
Subsequent chapters:
2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12.


Cheers duniya.. :)

PS: The track that inspired this little adventure may be found here.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

"In my day.."

I reached my son's place 2 days ago. After the long journey that lasted nearly 24 hours, I could sense that something was amiss. I checked the vital statistics that enlist themselves at my age. Thus, after a time tested scanning of my bared joints, and 62 little nooks and corners that I have come to identify over the years, I diagnosed myself with no particular ailment as such.

And then, as I lazed around earlier today evening, I saw it. In a moment of stark revelation, that would return over the course of the coming hours, one saw the sordid face of a reality that would loop itself around oneself.

Its hard to get the exact details of the aforementioned moments, for it seems to exist in another dimension. Lets call that dimension 'gime' for now. Gime doesn't seem to be a linear, continuous axis, as the other dimensions we have come to accept, at least not to the cognitive senses I have at my disposal this moment. This I say because it seems to be a part of my existence in sporadic bursts, unlike the continuous presence of its other, more earthly, kindred.
Gime appears to me to be the dimension along which the mind opens unto itself, and identifies as yet unseen/unheard of/ unprecedented experiences.

Thus it represents several of the 'moment's that we have come to accept so tritely.

Anyhow, carrying on.
During these last few moments in gime, one saw the chains that had grown around one's once nimble feet. They had not been imposed or tied, rather it seemed as if they had evolved over time; said time being somewhere in the range of a week. One could see the lights that had adorned one's very existence, now fade fast into a numbing oblivion; one could feel the gentle lakeside breeze tip-toed-ly move towards a chilly blizzard. Finally, one saw one's little son, through whose eyes one had experienced most of one's existence, fight a brave battle against the elements in his universe. Even though that battle promises to be a long one, and might play itself out over the course of his life, it sees myself growing older at an alarming rate. For now one must fit into little corners and gaps, wherever the wavering hand finds it convenient.

Even though in my day I would interchangeably be King (oscillating with my beloved son) and rule over an ocean bursting at its seams, I find there is meaning to be sought here as well. For it is perhaps such times of refuge seeking adversity that truly prove the mettle of a worthy monarch. My son's battle is as yet incomplete, but so is my song. We shall see what outlasts the other.


As my world goes tumbling down,
My despairing child stands alone,
I must wait a thousand years looking over it,
For the song is still not sung;
The world is yet to be;
The life as yet not lived;
The truth still evasive.

Even if I lose him in the crowd,
While entering a new tomorrow,
I shall know that he has right in him,
Borne of a purity untouched.
He shall live on and so shall I,
And we shall realize in time,
The oneness of our existence.

Till that sun dawns,
I shall wait for my son;
To find his way.
For love is all one needs,
For the spirit to survive,
Till he finds his way
To the master's feet.

That shall be final convergence,
For he is I and I am he.
He whose feet we seek to find,
Shall be one with us in this revelation,
For I then shall see and so shall he,
That this is where love finds its purpose;
This is where we're meant to be.

Cheers to South Park!

Q. - While people will always act within the bounds of human nature -- good people being good and bad people being bad, it takes religion to make good people bad.

A. - "Well, many religions also give people good reasons NOT to do bad things. And while people may do terrible things in the name of religion or via religion, they may have well still done them without the religion there -- it's just a justification provided for a choice already made."

-- Matt Stone & Trey Parker
(From South Park FAQ's)

Bet you didn't expect THIS from the ones who made Cartman and the gang! :)

Dilbert

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